I had this entry I was going to post about the latest post at Just One Bite which is about pain. I was going to write about my feelings and observations regrading Eden’s (not her real name, but a nickname… just go with it okay) post, the “white knight” syndrome, and how similar backgrounds create such dissimilar personalities and defense mechanisms, but looking back on my past and drudging the old pain and memories was just a little too much to deal with at this moment. I thought I had delt with the abuse sufficiently to talk about it, but I guess I was wrong, I was still hiding too much from myself.

Maybe one day soon I can complete that post and let you read it and fulfill my promise to myself and Eden. My apologies to Eden.

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