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Obscure memories or just dreams unrealized, fantasies impossible. Lives not lived, roads not mapped in advance. Too much thought and not enough randomness, too rational, I think. We can go insane wondering, did I go the right way? (Are we sure we haven’t gone insane already?) It would explain much, the killing, the radicalism, the name-calling, the fanatical banner waving. Were we always insane? And since we are made in His image, it doesn’t Him such a good impression of his omnipotence. It would explain much, a mad God creates an insane universe that is constantly trying to disprove His existence by merely existing. Stand back, I am sure God is going to strike me down now.

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Doubt, lack of faith, questioning….. Are we all just hurling our bodies into the void, anchorless and without purpose?

Why are we here? Perhaps it is to be a collective god in some future time and at the end of this creation we will create the next universe and shatter our godhood throughout the creation, putting a shard of the divine into each creature of soul. A cycle that repeats for eternity in the Over-time, creating something new each time, maybe something even better.

This is what I get for thinking too much.

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